The road of life
Today , I gave a stranger my little sugar, baby girl, sunshine, duper, Binky, pickle nose, Daddy’s girl, my love of my life….Ya I know she was a great teacher that I handed her and it was in a great school . I don’t know what was harder seeing her eyes when we walked out of the room and left her or seeing the eye’s of the mother of my child swell up and gush with tears..I didn’t want either of them to know I was crying inside and had flash backs of all the daddy times i had with my little sugar. I can remember singing her our song right when she was born and she instantly stopped crying…( i practiced the song through her mothers tummy when she was in it, she must of recognized my voice) I can remember the first time she walked like a drunk salior in the middle of the dinning room at Blue Canyon,Ohio. So many nights holding her in the bathroom with the fan on or by the fan over the stove to stop her crying..( its that white noise thing..?)
But the life road trip goes on, I rushed home yesterday to watch my girl walk off the bus and wanted to be there for her so she can tell me how bad she missed me and how she never wants to leave my arms ever again…………………..
well……..That didnt happen, she wanted to know if we could go to dinner at BLue Canyon so I could cook her “pancakes and that good bacon you have”….Also started to go in and tell Mom & I all about her new friends she met, got her ears tested, some boy got in trouble for running in class, and she sat at the no peanut table and had a peanut butter and jelly for lunch..( Dont worry that table dosnt exist, Mom checked). I asked her did she miss her daddy…lol..she said NO Dad….and keep talking about her new wonderful life road trip she just started.
I can only hope she will pick up her DAD that is hitch hiking trying to follow her……
*****The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.*****